Saturday, May 2, 2015

I am getting a little grumpy.

Today.

I finally did something.

I did some laundry and I did the dishes and wiped down the kitchen. It was awesome. But now my back is killing me. I think it got all wimpy from sitting around so much. It's only been a week of sitting around and I can't wait to get back to cleaning house and real life.

In fact I am feeling a tiny bit depressed which leads to eating. And eating leads to being depressed. And I have cut out about five quiet book pages. I have never been a good sick person. I haven't even read either. 

So the one ting I am going to keep clinging to is that I STILL QUIT POP. And I don't even care. I tried two and they weren't even good. That's all I got. 

The Dr. said you would gain weight after this surgery from swelling etc. When I got home from the hospital I weight two more pounds than when I went in. Although I have no idea what that weight is becasue I won't let anyone tell me. I don't want to be discouraged. Corey weighs me and writes it down for someday when I mentally can handle it. 

So in all of my time sitting feeling useless I took after my friend Aine and wrote me a summer bucket list only mine is more of a to do list/bucket list. I feel like I have forever until I go back to school and it is weird having older kids now so I think I will actually have like time to get stuff done. Aine always shares her list on her blog and I always like to read it and see what she is up to. So I am going to share my list. 

I am taking a trip with my kids to St. George. Last time I was there I declared it was the hottest hell hole on earth and vowed never to care to go back. But my sil is there and my best CLUE competitor and my kids cousins. SO I am planning a trip. If Corey can go great, if not I am still going becasue I ahve to learn to go places alone. 

Buy a pacman frog

Go to the best place on earth, West Yellowstone Play-mill with Justine and her buddy Cheyenne and hopefully Becci

Take my oldest three zip-lining like I did a few years ago with Corey

Make a shelf for my entry way that I have been planning for ohhhh......10 years. There has been a line drawn in pencil marking it's spot for five years. Total tacky. 

Touch up Nathan and Rhett's room that I painted and never touched up like two years ago. 

Lose 16 pounds by September 1st

Read 5 books

Attend Temple once a week starting May 15 and ending end of June to total six times

Get Bo to be a bear in Scouts

Read this book on Porn with my children. I heard of another lady who does this fight against porn boot camp with her kids which is reading this book. I want us to sit together and read it. 

Learn to make those cookies that my friend Viki does, those sugar kinds that you decorate super fancy...they look FUN.

Continue to drink NO POP.

Paint the two dressers I got for when Kassidy comes home

Completely quit eating chips (I'm trying to figure out how to give up things that lead me to not being able to have just one)

Buy shower curtain and get little bathroom cute for when Kassidy comes back, maybe paint. I HATE painting. 

Clean windows

WALK a ton. (I really want to see a trainer. I jsut don't know how to pay for that. :( )

I will probably have to add some. But for no that's my list. Even though right now all I can do is....maybe not that much! haha. 

So I think our whole family has been out to dinner maybe a handful of times. It costs too much money to take us all. Corey decided to one night and here we are having fun at a Mexican restaurant. It was great! We reminisced about how when Nathan was a baby we went out to eat so much that he knew what a Mexican restaurant was and would cheer when they brought us chips and salsa. He was like 18 months old. So cute. 













Kate would not give me one REAL nice picture. (Just like Kassidy use to be)

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